Will I Ever Have His Love?

Dear in Love,
To begin: Esmeralda apologizes for the length of time it has taken to respond to you. In a perfect world she would answer all questions in a timely way but that is not always possible. To answer yours….

Esmeralda is very sorry to have to say this Darling but it does not appear that this relationship is meant to be. You may have already begun to see that this Love is not the one. Is it possible that he reminds you of someone from your past -- or has he been known to you for many years? Darling, it seems that there is more of the cherished past about him than is helpful for the Future.
It is clear that you love him. But in a way it surprises Esmeralda, because you are such a strong and dynamic woman compared to the man he is. You are smart, talented and very savvy in your own right. Esmeralda feels certain, even as she acknowledges your pain, that there is someone much better for you who comes into your life in the very near future. This man you ask about seems more concerned with himself than anyone else. You will do much better than this.
Perhaps you have been gun-shy around other men because of the love and career issues in your past. You have made some mistakes, it’s true, but that is the human condition. This man may be familiar but that does not make him the best choice. You need someone who has as much to offer as you have.

Darling, your Path right now is leading you towards your career, and there are indications that you have been successful so far and will find the potential for many more achievements as the Future unfolds. Esmeralda feels quite strongly that you’ve learned what you needed to know and you’re ready to take your career to the next level. Once you do that, and through the doing of it recognize your value – you will be far more prepared for a truer love.
There is a change coming. You have changed, Dear One, whether you realize it or not, and you seem to have outgrown some aspect of your work. If something has been taken away from you it is because it was time to let it go. You are a creative free spirit and cannot remain in a situation that is becoming boring or stagnant.
But you have another dimension to your personality – you are an Achiever and sometimes you play it too safe. Esmeralda tells you – one of the keys of success is this: Be willing to take risks! Calculated risks, of course, but you are energetic and intelligent enough to assess the possibilities and do whatever it takes when Life brings you a worthwhile opportunity.
So cry your tears my Darling, and when your grief has subsided – it is time to kick your career into high gear. Focus there for now and remember Esmeralda’s words – a truer love is just around the corner.